problemma...

nak online pun susah skrg ni..huhu.lappy rosak.banyak la masalah skrg nie.mayb tggu hjg bln nie baru dapat baiki..banyak cerita...tp nnt la..tggu lppy sihat dlu..errm...adios..

saya di tengah-tengah kot!

aiyoo...byk mslh timbul skrg...td, ada mslh lg...tentang A dan B..A kata, mcm nie, nie dan ni...B lak kata, mcm tu, tu dan tu...habis tuh, mcm mana...dah dengar dua-dua dah...A kata, salah dia...B lak kata, ye la, salah B...err...habis tu 2-2 salah la ek??/kompius di situ...tp, bkn nak kata..dlu ada C nie kata mcm nie, nie dan nie....tp td, A kata xde lak...aiyoo...B sudah kecewa dgn tindakan kump A tuh...saya??tukang dengar...komen???tgk sendiri la..kompius gak nie...tp pelik r, seigt sy...C ada ckp mcm nie, nie dan nie...tp A kata xda..B minta pendapat sy...saya ckp la mcm nie, nie dan nie...tp A tetap kata xda...er, skrg nie mslh sape???paham x???x paham wat2 paham la...kompius lg...aiyoo,...

p/s : mari sama2 kta sedekahkn al-fatihah utk allahyarham atuk kwn sy yg baru meninggal dunia td..antara maghrib hingga isyak...semoga roh allahyarham ditempatkan di tempat orang-orang yg soleh n beriman...
to my fren, sabar byk2..setiap yg hidup akan kembali kepadaNya..sama2 la kta sedekahkn doa utk mereka yg telah meninggalkn kta...al-fatihah juga utk allahyarham adikku, nenek n atuk-atuk ku..

The Painful Things...

assalamualaikum...pa habaq suma??hehe...now, speaking lak...im just like to share the painful things that i was tagged by my friend. speaking eh???haha...just like feel it...maybe i was thinking that my english decrease a little bit, why not i try to write it in english right???haha..just let it go with my grammar yg hancur lebur itu...kan dah masuk malay langguage nie...xpe la, janji bahagia... >_<

1) bringing back the feeling you've learned to forget (of course nie plg sakit, susah je g format, tup2, memori tu dtg melawat lg kn..)

2) reminiscing the good times (kenangan silam...bahagia je rasa...tla ingt balik, mcm nak p sana balik..tp masa xleh diputar mcm jarum kat jam tu..)

3) trying to hide what you really feel (ni agak susah kot..mcm org sua chicken chop, but u say that u already full...wadda la kn..hehe)

4) loving someones who loves another (as easy as cinta bertepuk sblh tgn lah)

5) having a commitment with someone you know would not last (susah la nak terang..)

6) shielding your heart to loves somebody (terpaksa tutup pintu hati wlpn u really2 like that person..huhu)

7) loving a person too much (susah jugak bla dah suka org sgt2 yg amat..bla clash, mula la rasa mcm hidup nie mcm telur hujung tanduk tu)

8) right love at the wrong time (mcm mana tu??ada komen x..)

9) taking risk to fall in love again (ermm..susah gak nak terang nie...)

10) accepting that it was never meant to be (terima keadaan je la)

11) "what ifs" (mcm mana kalau dpt coklat vochelle skrg nie, mesti best kn..)

12)  Giving up someone you never thought of giving up (ni lebih kurang mcm nak bg benda yg paling korg sayang kat org lain...amat la susah kn)

13)  Letting go of a person you've just learned to love (ala, mcm korg baru pandai ABC, tapi cikgu kena pindah tpt len..xke susah kalu mcm tu..ish3...)

14) Accepting that it was not meant to be (kalau x salah, ade je yg lebih kurg kat ats2 tuh)

15) Convincing oneself that you are not in love when you know that you are (you lie to your heart, tp ape leh buat kn..)

16)  Flashing your smile to someone you don't want to see (senyum paksa..mesti 'comel')

like my friends saying, Cinta itu macam perigi buta. Kita tak tau berapa dalam perigi tu, tapi perigi tu boleh bagi benefit pada kita ataupun disaster - eg. perigi penuh lumpur sebab bru lpas banjir.. :p

tetiba je rasa macam nak terangkn satu-persatu je bcoz i think that was the painful things...feeling romantic lately hah??haha...orang melayan perasaan jiwang..mcm nie la kot..haha...skrg nie sy dah buat mcm 1 perjanjian dgn my heart..bkn org len, jantung sendiri la..huhu.perjanjian nie juga berkaitan dgn my mind...ape dia??erm..for me..if im fall in love...let me the only one know that..if other person know about that...i will let that feeling go outside of my heart...feeling x??haha...

im not ready.. =_=

Assalamualaikum...alhamdulillah, masih bernafas melepasi 1432 hijriah...lg berapa hari pula kta akn melangkah ke thn baru masehi 2011...ayt mcm skema lak..huhu...ape2 je la..bercakap psl thn baru..org akn bertanya mengenai azam baru...azam ape lak thn nie??? azam tahun nie mesti nak wat semua yg terbaik...menambhkn dan menguatkn lagi iman yg makin kurang serta lemah ini...lagi???mcm thn lepas kot...mesti buat terbaik antara yg terbaik...mcm pelik je ayt...janji okes...
sebelum cta ape2, im not feeling well today..why???cuaca sini kot..hujan je...mcm nak demam je..mak nasihat suh mkn ubat cpt2..hehe...tp...ubat masih dlm laci, x masuk mulut lg...mkn megi dlu...pas2 baru ubat...x gitu... kalau tgk tajuk...ye, sy mmg x sedia...x sedia dr semua utk semua..ntah ler...owh, bahaya nie..mental n fizikal kena bersedia...yup, i've get ready to enjoy my last sem this year...
my community akn start bln 2 nnt kot...but, b4 that...assgment komuniti telah menanti...my group???syukur la dpt  dgn diorg tuh...haha...smg dpt buat yg terbaik n bg kerjasama yg terbaik...yezzzzaaaa....sayonara!!!

perantauan...

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha utk semua org islam d seluruh dunia ikhlas dr sy yg x pulang ke kg halaman utk persediaan exam. huhu..sedihnya, nie 1st time x dpt balik raya wlpn dlm 1 negara!!! kalau boleh, mmg nak ablik pun..tp bla tgk jadual exam next week paper selang 1 hari je, sempat ke nak baca??study n so on..huhu..so, i take a challenge to not going back for this raya haji...be brave tomorrow, dont cry ok when u hear takbir..huhu...be brave..u r tough girl...(motivate for myself)...

 maybe, sekejap lagi nak calling my big bro yg duk kat sabah tu. share perasaan beraya d perantauan n x dpt beraya dgn keluarga yang tersayang...sungguh syahdu skali..huhu...mungkin mcm nie kot org yg study kat oversea tu feeling when raya tiba..so sad meh...nasib baik sy masih d malaysia, wlpn x blk beraya bersama family at my home..huhu..sad again..

 just now, kluar dgn nadia n wani p mydin..sj2 je jejalan di mlm raya..terasa feeling kot..ramai le pulak org belik barang..xde la nmpk ade sale ke ape ke..huhu...tp, sy TERbeli baju ok..ape kes??ntah le..murah kot..utk pkai waktu mlm...so nice, lembut je kain dia..hehe..murah je ok, rm5.90..ok ler..sbnrnye xde nak bli ape pun sbb dah p mydin kelmarin dgn my n yati..bli stok mknn sempena kafe x uka masa raya nnt...tp, nak wat mcm mana..TERbeli kn...xleh kata ape2 dah la..

 sbnrnye, bkn naka bg tau yg 2, just nak bg tau..my mom telefon masa sy kat mesin atm tgh kluar duit okeh..tp sbb xcited nak ckp gak, sblh tgn pgg hp, n the other 1 pgg kad, wallet, n payung..dah hjg thn kn, so sediakn payung sblm hujan..masa balik, mmg hujan..kdg2 lebat..kdg2 rintik..n kdg2 x hujan..haha..ok, mak kata dia baru kol abg..abg report yg sy nie send msj kat dia kata mak buat ketupat, rendang ayam n daging masak hitam..siap tulih adoi, sedapnye..haha...leh lak report kat mak..ok, fine..hjg bulan jgn lupa okeh!!knp rasa pjg gler ayt ni??jwb essay masa exam hari tuh pun x pjg gini..ok la, sudah pkul 1 lebih..sok raya!!!yeaaahhha...slmt berkorban utk semua..eh, slmt hari raya aidiladha @ hari raya korban...sayonara...

p/s : smg x sedih bla dgr takbir sok..jgn psg lagu raya okes..perut kena kosong, sok nak g open2 house... >_0